ow shite

Oo joy, my old blog,
Cant have enough ideas running through my mind to write anything,
But one thing I like about my blog,,,,
Portal Remix!

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man the boundaries!!

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dat lady

remember one of my post, where I talked about this grateful and kind lady who offered my free snacks and a fairly expensive mineral water? I said about how hard it was to guess her age so I guessed she's about 20-40 years old.



She's 30. Nailed it.

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ahh, so much for a refreshment

one month alert! no new post for a very long time. I've been kinda busy lately with all the stupid and meaningful things that happened lately. A lot of ideas are present, but sadly I'm just stoned to write anything. hah.

Lets Respawn!

1# This one American that I know for around a year is a very nice dude. This one time I came to his campus room and caught a glimpse of what lifestyle he's been living on. This guy, apparently, do not own a laptop at all. His room is filled with books and stuffs like food etc... I asked him, with this 'wow' factor in my voice. This guy is one of those rare individual who doesn't get caught in the pool of consumerism. "But hey don't you wanna check your email and stuffs, facebookz bla2..." "Well, those only take me more than a few minutes; it's not like I have to do it all day long" So true...

I would be ashamed to invite him to my house, seeing all the stuffs I bought.

2# My boss, Henry, have good impressions about me because I have good english and I take

shifts quite a few of them. Whilst that, my english sucks and I cannot come early to any morning shifts. He doesn't know these, hahaa...

3# Me dunkin, me jumpin high. aint gonna happen with my poor attitude here.

4# Im running out of money.

5# Gonna relive the glory of Samsung 55C6300. Im putting my PS3 out of my room so less time gaming,more time for productive things.

6# Whatcha gonna do in leisuries huhhh????

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slowly,

...Ramadhan slips away yet again. I never grasp it. Never had...

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contemplating self's action

when a hectic week just starts to hit you, you're just gone into a realization that you've been doing it wrong all the time. You're too busy snuggling inside your comfort pillow, and then when that pillow disappeared, then chill time's gone. Needed to stand up, and face it! For all the habits you've instilled inside you, the things that you considered part of what builds you; the fundamentals of your skills, attitude, whatever other words it may describe as such, you bring it with you and show it to the people before you.

"Here! This is what I am for the 21 years of my living, what I did and do, this is what I became"

I'm really into this pool of comfort. It's convenient and take the least effort of myself. Relax is the main subject of it. I've got all the time I have right now. I can do whatever I want. Yeah, this feels great!

It's like procrastination, or of what one of my friend would describe as masturbation (lol). It's feels good at first, only later you'd realized you just fucked yourself.

Stand up now Shafiq, for you cannot delay the time you've got. Make something out of yourself. A KDR of 2 in cod blops aint gonna bring you even an inch further. It's just all about an unquestionable waste of time. Self-describable, utterly useless topic to think about. I know what's right and what' those things are to be left.

Sometimes I feel too lucky (well I am, certainly) that I am in the situation I am now. There's definitely a purpose for me being in this situation. Myself, all the grateful things around, all the awesomest friends and people around me, the ground that I'm standing in this moment.

This mean something, and I need to start searching the meaning behind it

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and then i bought a new fixie

a month ago i lost my bike. after two years of using it, finally, i lost my grip on that bike that i bought from craig for $60. it is the best $60 that i've ever spent in madison. I think i ride more than a hundred miles with that bike cuz i use so often to go anywhere. Its the best mode of transportation I'd say. Quick, fast, effective, zero waiting time and the best part is when I can ride it however I'd like to. But now it's gone. No more plowing through bushes. No more hitting red lights on the traffic. No more traffic honking at me.

and then i bought a new fixie....

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